Everyday Rowena

Oh, Twilight.I remember the first time I read this book. My friend Izzy had read and loved this book. She gushed and gushed over this book until I finally agreed to read it and after I read it, I was glad that she was my best friend because she introduced me to Edward Cullen. We were those old ladies that were drooling over a forever teenager. We liked Edward before he was cool.That first time, I inhaled this book. I read it so fast that I had to read all of my favorite parts again because I was annoyed with myself for reading through this book so fast.It's been a few years since I've picked up this book and I wanted to see if it would hold up to my love for it so I read it again and while reading it again bring back a lot of welcome memories, the story itself and Edward didn't hold up this time around. This time around, Edward was so much more creepy in a way he wasn't before. Let's be real, he stalked Bella. He watched her while she slept. He was protective in a way that wasn't exactly healthy. In short, the dude was on the creepy side.I have to wonder if the books didn't as popular and the movies didn't burst onto the scene, would I still love this book as much as I did?I'm not sure.While I'm on my rant about this book and what made Edward a little creepy monkey, let's talk about Bella. Edward has been alive or undead I should say, for hundreds of years and in all that time- he's never felt anything as strong as what he feels for Bella?Seriously? What is so great about Bella that she would warrant such adoration from one of the hottest guys on the planet?Can she karate chop you into next week? Can she sing like the angels above were shining golden sprinkle dust upon your head? Is she an amazing athlete that you can't take your eyes off? No to all of that. She's just your regular bumbling idiot of a teenage girl who mumbles and who has a case of the woe is me syndrome.I will say that Stephenie Meyer has a way with weaving a story that makes you really sit up and take notice. While she's waxing on strong about how in love both Edward and Bella are, you can't help but fall in line and love with everything she writes. It's only after you put the book down and really think about what you just read that you're wondering what the hell is wrong with you that you would lust after a creepy stalker guy with bad taste in women. In the way of plots and everything, this story is pretty simple. Not a lot is going on in this story but that doesn't stop you from eating up every word. That's gotta count for something.I don't think I could do a re-read of New Moon and I know for damn sure that I won't ever pick up Eclipse to re-read because reading it the first time nearly gave me a concussion from the book bouncing off the wall I threw it at and almost nailing me in the head.I will say that while I didn't enjoy this book as much as I did the first time I read it (even the second time), I can still see why it's so popular among the twi-hards (Moms and daughters). The romance between Edward and Bella is what most women dream of. Someone to love them so intensely and so fiercely the way that Edward loved Bella. Everything that they went through in this book, everything that they felt was all laid out and it was easy to fall in love with but true love isn't like that. Edward is a fictional character who is too perfect even when he's being a bonehead.The story revolves heavily around Edward and Bella and it was through this reading that I realized how two-dimensional everyone else is. You hear a lot about them and you get their story but their characters aren't as well developed as Edward and Bella. I found myself wanting to know more about Bella's Mom's life in Arizona. I wanted more from the other Cullens, especially Carlisle (even though I hate the way he looks in the movies).Overall, this story was good and it's easy to see why the series is so loved around the world but for me, this time around, the book wasn't perfect and still, I enjoyed it.This review was originally posted on The Book Scoop by Rowena.